Paperwork

Today I got my first large envelop. I'm sure it's the first among many... full of forms to fill out and instructions to move to the next step. Each day brings me closer to motherhood. Kinda scary when sitting and thinking about it. The idea of the responsibility is awesome to think about, so I try not to think to far ahead. It's almost overwhelming when the whole picture is spread out. At the same time, just thinking about so many happy moments to come lifts the spirit to such heights! It's like riding a see-saw. One minute I'm up, the next, I'm down.

So for today, fill out these papers, write these checks and worry about tomorrow when it comes.