Update again

I finally broke down and emailed the agency to find out what was going on with their single's wait list. The reply I got was "wait some more"... They got their two slots and are waiting to hear if the number two person still wants the spot. I know I waffled between really wanting the spot and waiting longer, but right now I really want that spot.

Another agency I contacted finally sent me their information packet. Initially they had told me that the time line was that they would probably be able to get me to DTC by mid-2007. However, that was over a month ago (apprently my email was lost somewhere in the ethernet), so who knows if it is still good. They're definately a cheaper route, but again, the thought of jumping in makes me nervous.

I've been telling people that I'm thinking about adopting - aquaitance type people... so I guess that means, I'm making it more real for myself. Yesterday I almost bought a really cute shelf to put into the baby's room, but stopped myself. With two years to go, it seems like it would end up sitting around reminding me that time is moving slowly. Or that I'm getting older quickly. Or something.